[ it comes almost reflexively, and she regrets it as soon as she sends it. kotone curls up further in her sleeping bag, clenching her eyes shut for a second. she's starting to fall apart a little. ]
sorry that wasnt fair i just i don't know what to do? i have a second chance here but ive already had to die once to save the world akira and idon't want to again i dont have anything to go back to, this is it
[ she's assuming the worst about the eventual outcome here, even with a success in mind. ]
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[ it comes almost reflexively, and she regrets it as soon as she sends it. kotone curls up further in her sleeping bag, clenching her eyes shut for a second. she's starting to fall apart a little. ]
sorry that wasnt fair
i just
i don't know what to do?
i have a second chance here but
ive already had to die once to save the world akira and idon't want to again
i dont have anything to go back to, this is it
[ she's assuming the worst about the eventual outcome here, even with a success in mind. ]