[ yeah, she'd figured as much. she's not quite sure what to say at first, but: ]
i don't know what your velvet room contract was like. but i remember mine super clearly. death gave it to me.
"time never waits. it delivers all equally to the same end. i agree to the statement above, and i chooseth this fate of mine own free will."
i didn't really think about it. but i think i always knew i was only going to have that one year. maybe just on some level but i knew.
anyway, i was... really close with one of my other teammates, there at the end. closer than i was with the others. we were
[ she doesn't finish that thought, just... clenching her eyes shut for a long moment. she still can't talk about aigis, about that absence that feels like a constant wound. ]
the point is i liked mitsuru, too, even if i wasn't going to act on it tonight we talked and she figured out how she felt about me
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i don't know what your velvet room contract was like. but i remember mine super clearly. death gave it to me.
"time never waits. it delivers all equally to the same end.
i agree to the statement above, and i chooseth this fate of mine own free will."
i didn't really think about it. but i think i always knew i was only going to have that one year. maybe just on some level but
i knew.
anyway, i was... really close with one of my other teammates, there at the end. closer than i was with the others. we were
[ she doesn't finish that thought, just... clenching her eyes shut for a long moment. she still can't talk about aigis, about that absence that feels like a constant wound. ]
the point is
i liked mitsuru, too, even if i wasn't going to act on it
tonight we talked and she figured out how she felt about me
i panicked
now she thinks she did something wrong